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I Am a Widow

Emotional Upheaval

By: goahead
Written on February 6th, 2010

 This emotional upheaval that I constantly battle. I want to keep my memories but I do not want the pain and tears that go along with it. I want to always be able to go and think and remember each and every detail of my life with my love, take it out of my mind examine it,smile and feel it, to do this I must also expect the pain and tears, for to lose that I would have to lose my memories and my ability to Love.  God grant me the grace to handle this.

By: goahead
Age: 56-60 , Female
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  • goahead
    goahead

    SG Thank you my friend as always you put a smile on my face. God Bless You ,many prayers and love sent your way Love goahead

    Feb 24, 2010
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  • stillgrieving
    stillgrieving

    Ohhh my friend I wish I could wave a magic wand and take all our pain away. All we can do is ride out those waves feel what we feel and go with the flow. I am always here for you my friend, as I know you are for me. Thinking of you with love SG

    Feb 24, 2010
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  • goahead
    goahead

    Tilly, Thank you very much for your kind words and prayers, they are always welcome and you will be in mine. God Bless You!! goahead

    Feb 14, 2010
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  • tillygraywriter
    tillygraywriter

    This is such a difficult time for you, but from reading your stories, I can tell you have the resilience to come back stronger than ever.



    Your loss is real and the tears will flow, but you have wonderful memories to cherish. Sadness is a part of being human and it is precious to God because we often grow closer to Him at these times.



    More than anything else, you have a loving Savior whom you can safely trust to be there with you, even in those darkest moments. He will strengthen you and uphold you through it all.



    I am praying for you right now.



    God bless you!



    Tilly

    Feb 14, 2010
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