Alone Again

I am a Widow for the second time,my first was after 40 Years, but then i had a son live with me,so i was not  alone,after i meet my second Husband in Internet,we had the same loss,and   ,we fell for each other then got marry in 2006,i had good love life,i was complete by him,even if we where from different nationality. But it was not  in to good conditions,and in January  1- 2010,hi collapse at home,it was nothing anybody could do to save him.

Now every time i seat at the table i see him,i missed so much,and because my age i think it is over,try to keep busy  some ay i can't.

it was the most generous,loving husband, never get mad if i unintentionally did some things the wrong way,always smiling at me,encourage me,now i feel lost,even going to Church don't help.

Reginaligure Reginaligure
66-70, F
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

Thinking of you as you are in my prayers tis morning. so very sorry for your loss. I wish for you sunshine today.