I Have Been A Widow For 2 Years.

We were married almost 25 years.  It is still hard to get through the day sometimes.  He was sick for 15 years, and I know he is in Heaven and healed.  It just seems so lonely without him.  I'll never forget the last 6 weeks in the hospital watching him die slowly.  I try not to think about it.  Most of the time I remember the good times.

crash200225 crash200225
46-50, F
1 Response Mar 12, 2010

HI, I too have been widowed for 2 years but my Bill was taken home to Heaven suddenly in a trucking accident. We both have loved and known the Lord since 1980. We were married almost 26 years. I am so sorry that you had to watch your husband suffer and die. But I am so glad that you too know he is in heaven. I miss my best friend so much. We were so much as one that we would "read" each others minds and finish sentences! God was so wonderful to give us to each other. I miss that so much. I feel guilty at times for desiring it again with someone else. I know that if that is part of God's plan for me he will bring the right man to me. And if not he will keep fullfilling all that I need through him. Thanks for sharing.