A Golden Visitor

I call myself a witch, and you can call me that as well if you like. We all call ourselves “something,” don’t we? Labels are important little trinkets to enjoy for a lifetime or two. I’ll tell you right up front, I am not bothered if you find me superstitious or ignorant, and I don’t care if you judge me silly or evil. I don’t entertain fantasies of being well liked or admired, I just “am” the woman I came to be and that alone is enough to fill my heart with appreciation.

I am not sorry for myself, or ashamed of myself, and I can say quite confidently that I am not striving to be particularly proud of myself either. I simply strive to be authentic. In the end, I am the only judge that I will ever stand before as worthy or unworthy of the life that I have cast for myself here upon the earth mother.

I am not alone; I have sisters and brothers. I take a peculiar joy in my nakedness, for it has been hard earned. Tearing off ones wardrobe and strutting around gloriously imperfect isn’t comfortable, but, for me, it is a necessary evil.

When I rise and employ my rituals, I am not foolish; I am connecting my spirit to the divine life force. I am seeking (and I am finding) that peace in which I seek within the core of the pink tinged dawn.

I don’t worship idols; I worship the passion behind their creation, I worship the blood, sweat, and the tears upon the hands that fashioned them. I worship the earth on which they stand, the moon under which they glisten, the sun that warms them, the bird that perches upon them, the dog that urinates pressed against them, and I worship the rain, sleet, and snow that cleanses them. I worship not the idols; I worship the sensual joy that looking at them, touching them, and bowing before them brings to the human heart and mind.

I don’t find darkness ugly, have you ever danced naked on a moonless night and found healing in the sheer benevolent love of life within your own belly? I have, and it is brilliantly soothing.

One evening, long decades ago, I was traveling alone. I was lying across the bed in my hotel room, I was drowsy, I was warm and comfortable, but, I was not asleep, I am certain that I was not asleep. My eyes were closed and I was thinking about going downstairs for dinner when I felt a warm presence enter the room and slip along the wall behind me. The energy was feminine in both form and feeling, the room was suddenly shimmering in a soft glittery golden hue. I was not afraid when I felt the feminine energy fold me within her golden arms. I was not afraid when she held me to her spirit body and lovingly whispered into my ear a minutiae of scenes from my entire life, a life that was yet before me. I was not afraid when she told me that no matter what happened here, that I was unconditionally loved and that I was being safeguarded and that although I would know sadness in my lifetime, I would be fine and all would unfold as it should, and that I would always be loved and happy no matter what happened. Then, she held me for a while until at some point; I melted into her warm golden light and breathed in her wisdom and compassion. This union was mysterious and sensory, complete and satisfying. When “she” left, she left in the same manner that she had approached, softly, quietly, tenderly, lovingly, like a new Mother creeping into the nursery to check on her sleeping infant.

I know without a doubt that she revealed an eternal mercy upon my young woman self on that cold winter evening that now seems so long ago and so far away from the mature woman that I am today… She left the gifts of comfort, trust and faith in things that I don’t necessarily understand. I comprehend now that I am immortally connected to her through a great silver umbilical cord that ever pulsates with light and love. When I think of her today, I think of her as The Great Mother, the feminine force that sparks within all of humankind. She has never forsaken me, she lives within me. She comes to me in times of great sorrow and in times of great joy. She guides my hands and my heart, she soothes my soul, she grants me passion, and within my spirit, she lights fresh fires of restoration with each sunrise.

You are free to believe me or to brand me mentally diminished, but, I am a witch, and as a witch, I am encircled within the arms of the original Madonna, I walk within the vigilant ever golden eyes of the Great Mother. I am energized and warmed by her perpetual compassion and mercy. I dance and leap within her golden radiance and my spirit will never grow bitter, for I am but one of the countless keepers of Her magical ways. Blessed Be.

hillbillycrone hillbillycrone
56-60, F
10 Responses Feb 11, 2012

Thank you! What a beautiful experience.

This guy, mormons and christians are idiots: "mormonman2<br />
'A man or woman who is a medium or spiritist among you must be put to death. You are to stone them; their blood will be on their own heads.' " Leviticus 20:27 The Holy Bible"<br />
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It is because they do not believe in something greater than this reality, they say they believe in heaven and an eternal life, but curse all who can see spirits and Angels...so that must mean they do not believe that they have SOULS but they believe they are going to heaven to some eternal life they clearly have no understanding about because they refuse to believe in SPIRIT, they clearly do not know what God is, which is exactly that SPIRIT...they cannot see God and wonder why their lives lack any true spiritual meaning, why they are so unhappy etc...because they live a false faith and believe wrongly...they believe ghosts and spirits do not exist, yet believe in demons and the devil...now if they cannot believe in Angels how can they really see the exact polar opposite the DEVIL for what he really is? They are so blind to the light that they cannot see the darkness they dwell in..if you cannot see the darkness for what it is, surely you will miss the light that illuminates such dark ignorance! They refuse to believe the teachings of the witch that will bring them closer to God/ess because they just live in fear to what the source really is...so be it, let their lives be empty and meaningless lacking any honest spiritual purpose but the mundane dull moments and movements of the spirit lacking world...<br />
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And lastly the most ignorant statement "their blood will be on their hands" to avoid the fact that they are judgemental killers who cannot LOVE which is contrary to what jesus taught..these christians live too much in the old testament, they have no knowledge of the new testament when jesus came, they live a lie and do not do what jesus taught, reverting back to the old testament to justify cursing and not tolerating people... So yeah jesus was bi-sexual and a clairvoyant, (compare his love for John the baptist, mary magdalene and all people the same..and the parable of the woman at the well where he told the woman of the husbands she had without her telling him and he could also talk to demons, if that is not paranormal then I do not know what is seeing and communicating with the other side), also being a reiki healer healing the sick with his witch power/chi/kundalini etc.<br />
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Looks like people forgot about jesus who say they believe in him, and forgot to read the new testament when he came with the madonna mother mary LMAO..the world is filled with hypocrites and people who seem educated but got lazy when it came to reading the bible past the old testament who cursed witches such as jesus...yet they say they love him and praised the prophesy of him coming? *scratches head*<br />
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The bible says there are Angels yet we are NOT permitted to talk to them or them to us, because it is EVIL LMFAO...so Angels are evil...wow..great going stupid fark christians, calling God's helpers evil, so your God must be EVIL TOO...great now we all know you really work for the devil hahaha

I think he is just against black magic. I beilive I have good powers that are a gift from God (slight weather minipulaton being able to see all the ghosts around me and teaching others how to do it. And reading others feelings) I practice this all the time and I am accully a mormon as well. Though it scares my mormon family that I do this we all know that if God didn't want me to have these ability's then I would not have them

If you are a mormon then you are not enlightened and therefore not psychic! Sorry....people belonging to organized religious cults are the most ignorant ones out there. In fact there is nothing that distinguishes you from a Christian or Yehova's witness

Well you can say what you want but that wont make it true. You or me could clam to be psychic but it could be a lie from ether of us. I DO believe I am psychic and I DO believe the church of Jesus Christ is the true church of God. Not because some man told me but because I prayed to God for answers and asked is this the true church and I got a yes and I asked do I have these powers and I got a yes. But like I said before you don't know if I am lieing or not so why don't you try to ask God yourself then you will know. Just keep an open mind and hart to be able to recive an answer.

(Ps. Just because one person in a group doesint understand something and because of that he is afraid of it doesint make the whole group a cult.

Lol you funny...you claim to believe in jesus while being mormon at the same time...like what the hell is up with that? You seem utterly confused!!! All i know is that if you were a true spiritual person you won't be hanging around cults like any of those mentioned in previous comments!!! A true psychic abhorsorganized religion in any form that obscures the spiritual vision of mankind. Therefore you are a fraud!!!!

Ps i am not afraid of your religion, i find it quite foolish....organized religion are for those afraid of true spirituality such as yourself....hence calling yourself a psychic when you are the one afraid of taking the next step on a true spiritual path (as in distancing the self from worldly lies) is ludicrous.

Wow you must not know anything about Mormons do you. The name of the church is the church of JESUS Christ of latter day sants. If we didn't believe in Jesus why would we name our church after him. I like you though no man will ever be able to control you because you are careful.

You can say I am not physic but I know I am. You don't know who I am to you I am a random person commenting on posts and you havint meet me personally and seen the things I can do. We might have accully been friends if you would have read my story's before I told you I am a mormon.

I think your hatred of organized religion has passed to me because I said I am part of one. I wish I could have meet you in real life so you could know me personally and not just see a cult member posting on here (witch I am not) I know I am on the true spiritual path and if you knew me you would know that. Even though your words where offensive and you need to learn about the religion from the inside before you can juge it I still consider you a possable friend if we cross paths in the future.

Lol...."we could be friends" wtf dude? Fyi...do not try to make someone feel guilty because they want none of your BS, NOW THAT IS OFFENSIVE. alas, i will not reason with the unreasonable.

Lol it feels like I am reasoning with the unreasonable but only God knows who is unreasonable, could be me for all I know. I am not trying to bs you I am just defending me personally. I am a 19 year old college student that believes I have some powers and I am on the right path god wants me on. I will gain nothing if I where to convert you to be a Mormon I would get paid nothing, all I want to do is voice my opinion like you did with yours.

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Bright Blessings and thank you, I shall rock on!!!! :-D

Like you, I am a witch, and proud of it. I am not wicca. I am a trad hereditary solitary secular witch. I always practice my craft in love and with peace of mind. It's a pity the more religious peeps in society cannot practice what they preach! Keep on rockin', sista :)

love your soul please keep on giving to us all

Thank you very kindly for your support here, there are lots of his kind around~I suppose they are so mean because they are so wicked inside, some of it has to leak out on occasion. Blessed Be and thanks again!

“You shall not permit a sorceress to live."<br />
Exodus 22:18<br />
The Holy Bible

This is a hateful human being....who thinks I should die rather than be a witch, I block all such haters...always, I hope this individual finds peace and truth.

ithink a more appriate name for you shall be moronman ,i have decided to give you a gift its called cancer enjoy.

This individual is a real nasty hot mess...thanks!

'A man or woman who is a medium or spiritist among you must be put to death. You are to stone them; their blood will be on their own heads.' "
Leviticus 20:27
The Holy Bible

Well Jesus a WITCH that could see spirits and talk to demons, also who HEALED people in magical miraculous ways GOT KILLED and stoned for being a HERETIC... So I am just wondering do christians praise the killing of jesus? Clearly for you it is all about him dying for you...so that the world (roman empire/babylon) can continue to corrupt souls... You will continue to smite witches to prevent people from believing in GOD, so that all must be trapped by the ways of the world lacking any spiritual meaning draining people's souls dry and crushing the Spark of source within...to keep them as ignorant and miserable as you!

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What a wonderful thing to read, the calm and pureness of your heart really pours out in your words. Regardless of what you are or whether or not I believe in that......this was truly amazing to read. I can relate so very well to that warmth and loving feeling that comes when things are dark and tough and the calm that comes from that feeling because you know in your heart that although things are tough it will be ok. Thank you for sharing. :)

I thank you very much for your kind words and for reading my post. Blessings and care always.

I thank you Jenny, I always appreciate every kind word that you say about my posts. You are growing darling, and you are getting stronger inside every day, perhaps you cannot feel it, but, I can, and I am so happy for you! xxx

I thank you. Blessings Always.

Beautiful. Thank you.