Because of God.

They were my friends, we were all show dogs...

They were kidnapped, and killed...

They left me, they are gone...

I warned them not to leave...

 

So, when will they be back?

Has Satan killed them, or God...

I thought that he was a friend...

Then they die...

 

We were friends forever...

It's like when a young child kills his parents.

He doesn't know that they are gone forever.

They think that they will get up, and mabey get mad.

They don't know...

I am not a child, though...

I know...

 

Because of me, they are gone.

I was the one that killed them.

They fell because of me, right?

Can I save them, or can God?

Has he cursed me?

 

Because of me or him?

Now, this song rings in my ears...

Every night...

Becuase of you, God...

 

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

 

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

 

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

 

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

 

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

 

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

 

Because of you

Because of you

DreamCloudDog DreamCloudDog
13-15
Mar 11, 2009