Not For Long!
I am actually on my way out. My move out date is December 26th, yippee! The sexlessness was just a symptom of our greater problems, but it was the one symptom that made me wake up and smell the coffee. We have two beautiful boys that I want not to grow up thinking what my hubbie and i have is something to strive for. I may not get the opportunity to model a loving marriage for them, but i've resolved to quit showing them what it's not. They are 6 and 3, and although I've told myself for 6 years that staying was best for them, i've finally decided that may not be true. Their father's one redeaming quality is his love for our boys. Because I know he will work hard to maintain his relationship with them I believe that a divorce will actually be the best thing for all of us. That's my story and i'm sticking to it! Good luck to all of us, those who are able to stick with it and those who have to get out. God loves every one of us.