I have dreamed of love like this. He is the man of my dreams But.........we do not have sex. If I didn't bring it up I don't think we ever would. I have spoken with him about it, but I always end up feeling horrible afterwards. Honestly I have never been so torn and confused in my whole life. I think he is impotent but he can't face it. He always says he will do better, he will try harder but I don't think it would matter too him if we ever had sex. The funny part is that he is very affectionate and very loving. I feel like crap when I push the issue. I love him so much. Should I just leave it alone and enjoy what I have. Is it possible for me to turn off my desires in order to be in this relationship. I don't wanna cheat on him, I don't want any one else. But I am human and I enjoy sex. What do I do?