I Don't Want to Be Touched.

My husband and I have been married for over 20 years and the last 7 have been completely sexless.  I am so grateful he doesn't try to force me or threaten to divorce me.  Well given the economy divorcing would be hard right now but I would definitely agree to one.  I honestly think he's gross and I don't care for his adult sons from a previous marriage.

TouchMeNot TouchMeNot
41-45, F
6 Responses Feb 20, 2009

Thank you SerenitySeeker. I have found a something that I'm looking forward to, my husband has agreed to pay for my going on to college. With the economy the way it is I'm kind of shocked but excited.

I've been reading some of your work here, and I feel such sorrow from you...it seems you are living a life of existence rather than purpose...I wish you could find an outlest for yourself that brings you joy, depsite the husband you do not love...maybe?.....peace...SS

Hi, Your story makes me sad, although I can relate b/c sometimes I feel that way about my husband too. If there's any way I can support you as a friend, please don't hesitate to contact me here in the Experience Project. <br />
Take care of yourself, <br />
FDM

He is rude, crude, and hateful to people that doesn't agree with him. I am just here for financial reasons.

He is rude, crude, and hateful to people that doesn't agree with him. I am just here for financial reasons.

Why do you find your husband gross? Are you staying with him for economic reasons only?