this is my new outlook, my new attitude change toward women, as I am surrounded by several each day and have learned to adjust for obvious "male" reasons! Yet I am still quite the ALPHA male, but without the "macho manly" urge to beat on someone, when shot down a peg, by my partner's put downs!
Yet in a small way it has created a "demand"!
(I don't actually have a partner at present solely due to bad experiences and late,religious reasons!)
It is by no means complete, it's simply a rough draft for a project I have had in mind for a while now.It may seem a little beyond what a woman is REALLY saying, but I am A MAN after all!
"Hi
My name is "Selma"! (I recently watched the film "DOGMA"
and based the "visualization" on Salma Hayek!)
(You see me in your mind)
You see my cute smile
my black shiny hair
with two pony tails
tied up by
Two pink hair ties
I am wearing a pink top which shows off my full cleavage
And my *** jiggle
when I am dancing and laughing and acting very cute!
Yes! I am wearing a push up bra
as cleavage gets men looking in my direction!
I am not a ****
or slutty
or a *****
I am a woman!
I spend hours on my looks
what I wear
and my make up
I worry about my skin
my looks
my body shape
endlessly
needlessly.
As I want to know I look great when I go out anywhere
I am not a **** or a ***** and I am not slutty!
I am a woman!
and I dress sensually
as it's in my basic phsychological makeup!
Then I'll know men are looking at me!
I can see it
and sense what they are looking at
and what their true intentions are!
Do you see me
Look at me
only me!
I am trying to get your attention!
as I want to be your total centre of attention!
I am your centre of attention
Look into my eyes
Please don't look around when I am talking to you
as I like guys who listen to what I have to say
and can remember my name
and use my name when talking to me!
Look at the end of my nose if you have to
Not my ***s!
Then I'll know you're really listening to me
It will really turn me on
to know that you
are taking the time to actually listen to me and what I am saying!