5 Days

Well the time has come and I have a feeling that this week is going to go by soooooo slow.  My DB is 4 days away from graduation, which I sadly cant go to because of school and also because of work. Although Saturday he gets in at 1am I am trying to and hopefully am going to find away up to the airport because I really wanna see him, although I do know he is going to be way past tired. all I know I have waited for this moment for almost 3 months. All I want to do is be able to be in his arms again, because that is were I feel the safest at. I do realize that he will probably only be home for about 10 days which sucks, but at least he is coming home. He told me that he is willing to meet my dad when he is home, thank goodness because I know that my dad wants to meet him. I just dont know what all to do because he doesnt have away to get around, and he doesnt want to get a car for just 10 days of being home. We both want to spend time together but I think it's going to be harder then what we both expect it to do. I know I should only be excited, but I am also scared because I know he loves me but what if things have changed?? What if he doesn't want me anymore, I know he says he does but, its the what if thing.... I just don't know, I need some help lol.
ILoveMyMarine12 ILoveMyMarine12
18-21, F
Apr 16, 2012