have you got physically exhausted from missing someone so much?? my fiance is stationed in Germany, he has been away for 4 months, and sitll won't be home for another 2. He's been out in the field training and everyday i wonder how he is, and if he's okay. it gets hard when i go weeks on end with out talking to him. he'll be home on my 15 for two weeks, talk about going to be the best two weeks of my life we're getting married the 21st of may! the only bad thing is out of all this, after our 2 weeks are up he's going to Afghanistan. which worries me so much.. if i think him being out in the field is hard, i'm just imagining how hard it really is going to be when he deploys. our first year being married he'll be gone for it.. kinda sucks, but that's what you get for loving a military man (: my fiance means everything to me and this military life isn't easy, but i wouldn't trade anything in the world for it. when i think about everything i cry, but i know that i need to keep my head up for him cause that's what he would want me to do. everyday i miss him even more, but i know that i'm a day closer to seeing him, which is awesome!!!! i can't wait to see what our future has for us. (: i love my infantry man!!!