Still Miss Him

My husband died at the age of 48 that was Aug.25th 2004.  He had been in the hospital for 7 weeks and the day before he was suppose to come home he died.   I have gotten better with time but still miss him.  I have went out on a few dates since then but I found myself thinking of ways to get back home to my safe zone.   I keep his picture next to my bed and kiss it every nite and morning.

doxieluvr2002 doxieluvr2002
46-50, F
4 Responses Feb 17, 2009

i LOST MY HUSBAND TO IN 1986. I STILL THINK OF HIM TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN HIS BIRTHDAY.

I know how you feel. My hubby was in the hospital for 8 weeks before he died. The very day he died I ran around the house looking for one thing, ANY Thing that smelled like him but all his scent was gone, even from his pillow. I cry everyday sometimes all day. I will miss him for the rest of my life!!

i understand, its so hard, i understand the safe zone also

I am sorry for your loss.