Trying to Live On

I lost the love of my life 4 years ago, after 15 wonderful years of marriage.  One year after his death, I realized I had to make a decision to live on, or just give up completely.  I choose life, but have had to push and battle myself all the way.  Most hurtful is the fact that no one seems to understand that I will never "get over it" and I will never be the same.

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2 Responses Mar 24, 2009

I am so sorry for your lose. I lost my dh and it will hurt me everyday. I do need to pick myself up like you, and move forward. I am depressed and dont know how to do this. I'm 34 yrs old with a 4 yr old. I do for her and try VERY hard not to let her see me upset. <br />
Hugs....

I'm sorry for your loss. my husband died a year ago in January. I agree with you people don't understand that we don't get over it. I don't want to and I know i well never b able to release all the hurt i hold inside all the time. He was my life my only love. No one eles will ever take his place, and i try to keep my love for him as a sweetness in my heart forever. I hope people arround you will take a lessen from you and understand better that you can't unlove your true love. <br />
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peace beth