Young Widow At 32
I am a widow now at the age of 32. I have three children ages 12, 11 and 5 my finanee and I were together for 7 years he helped raise my other children.
It has been six months now since he passed away, I feel so lost and hurt all the time, all I do is cry. I just don't know how to keep going on then I look at my kids and have to that is what he would have wanted but it is so hard when you don't have your bestfriend by your side. I talk to his pictures every day and cry everyday as well. I am just so lost.
There is just so much to add but don't even know where to start or to make this into a book he was my life and my bestfriend my rock just my everything. I don't even sleep in our bed because of this for the last six months I sleep out on the couch :( I just miss him so much and don't know where to turn