29 Year Old Widow
Hello all, i came upon this site when looking for a group to talk with that have experienced the same heartache, life changing, most difficult thing that has happened to me that I experienced a month ago. My husband and I just got married in September and in the beginning of November he died in my arms and still have yet to find out why. He was a healthy man, so that's what makes it even harder with the what happened question that I am feeling. I sincerely lost my best friend and soulmate that I dont know how to get passed this. Im 29, and he was 30 so that is why the question "why" goes through my head every 5 minutes. Why did this have to happen to us we just got married, had plans, bought a house earlier this year and were planning on starting our family the end of next year. I just keep saying to him I hope when you got up there you asked why did you get shorted on your life, when we had so much more to live for. I would love to talk with people that are experiencing the same thing that I am going through, because their are people here for me that want to try to help me through this but they themself have not gone through a situation like this, so them trying to tell me how to handle this I dont see how they can relate.