I Am An Ex Cult Member. Ask Me Anything.

although i am a 15 yr. old girl I have been a part of mulitple cults and religious movements from mainstream beliefs to the more strange and bizarre. Currently i am attending a baptist church but that's only to please my mother. I am friends with multiple cult members and at the moment am not sure where i belong. If you have any questions i will do my best to answer them and if i can not i will refer to my friends for help. Merry Meet and Blessed Be.
BloodLove BloodLove
13-15, F
3 Responses May 21, 2012

Hi :) I'm doing a essay on "Are cults and similar regimes sustainable?". I was wondering of you could answer some questions for me. They are;
1. What led you to leave your cults?
2. Did you ever feel like you were losing your personal identity?
3. What has made you go from one cult to another (what i mean is; what is it that you enjoy about the cult enviroment rather than say, a 'typical' and 'less controlling' religion.)
Thank you ever so much in advance :)

She wrote that last year. 50% chance that user ain't there anymore!

Every time I look up, I'm in another cult, so I quit going to church. SMH! I just stay home & read the bible. I'm fed up!

Spiritual Warefare. look it up because that is what you are going through. Get out of the occult. You gotten ourself into a whole can of worms. Believe me you do not want to be possessed and give yourself to the devil. Satan will do anything to kill you for Satan hates God and humans. Go to the Jesus Christ. God made you always remember that and you are precious in his eyes. Satan didn't make you. Satan seeks a vessel ; a open house to inhabit. You are a child of God so don 't let Satan dwell in you. Take it for someone who has experienced these things. Jesus is better and he pretty much reminds you who you really are in everyway. Don't give Satan permission to rule you and your life. He only seeks to destroy you and your life and make you hate yourself and everything else. He attacks your organs, your eyes, hearing, senses of smell, and your mind. mind control is something he goes after. Everthing in your life turns to ruin. You have got to love yourself baby enough to know that God gave you gifts to Decern what is good and what is false reality appearing real. Be smart like I know you are. Make the right decision. My sisters need to be strong. Ask for Gods help. He will make sure you know where you belong and will shattered every false thing about the occult and evil.

What's the stanged thing you have ever whitnessed in a cult? What were your cults about?

the strangest thing i ever saw was a soul transfer or dedication to satan. this young girl and the top members in our cult opened a circle summoned the four main demonic forces and had the girl sit in the center of a circle of four black candles they had drawn out a pentagram and summoned satan. they began to chant an ancient latin spell and the girl joined in. she seemed possessed but she still seemed like her....it was rlly weird. suddenly she screamed, then slit her palm and dripped the blood onto the flame of a red candle infront of her. i still remember the exact words she said, " i drop the blood, i lose my mind, father satan, take me tonight," they then closed the circle and we all joined hands around the girl and chanted a protection spell from any forces that may try to stop the dedication. after about an hour she stood and we knew it was complete. she looked no different but in her eyes all i could see was hate and evil. she was changed yet stil the same. and as for what the cults are about i have been a satanist, a wiccan, involved in a vampire cult, and a cult that worshipped Nyx and one that worshipped Anubis.

the strangest thing i ever saw was a soul transfer or dedication to satan. this young girl and the top members in our cult opened a circle summoned the four main demonic forces and had the girl sit in the center of a circle of four black candles they had drawn out a pentagram and summoned satan. they began to chant an ancient latin spell and the girl joined in. she seemed possessed but she still seemed like her....it was rlly weird. suddenly she screamed, then slit her palm and dripped the blood onto the flame of a red candle infront of her. i still remember the exact words she said, " i drop the blood, i lose my mind, father satan, take me tonight," they then closed the circle and we all joined hands around the girl and chanted a protection spell from any forces that may try to stop the dedication. after about an hour she stood and we knew it was complete. she looked no different but in her eyes all i could see was hate and evil. she was changed yet stil the same. and as for what the cults are about i have been a satanist, a wiccan, involved in a vampire cult, and a cult that worshipped Nyx and one that worshipped Anubis.