About To Fall
Not sure where to start what to do. I feel lost with my teens, we used to be so close when they were younger now they are very far away I have been told that they need space I give them too much love. My marriage is empty, I now have no job, and the stress level is rising by the moment. I dont know where to start to fix this, to fix me, to make my life better, I am putting on weight hide in the house, feel lifeless and tired. Wish I just felt alive again. At 43 I feel like my world is nothing but dark after giving and giving in my marriage and kids I stand here now all alone with two kids that look at me like I have two heads and 6 eyes and a husband that gets angry all the time.