I Don't Know What To Do

I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for years. It's gotten worse in the past three months and I'm really starting to feel like I'm losing it, that perhaps one day I'll do something irreversible, something I can't take back. I don't think I'm suicidal- I don't want to die- but I've started having thoughts of hurting myself and dying. I've been through so many medications, I have no one to talk to, I don't know what to do. I want help. I want to feel like someone cares about how I feel, and like I'm not a useless, worthless piece of ****. I don't think I've ever hated myself as much as I do right now.
Blank29 Blank29
18-21, F
May 23, 2012