My Husband Abuses Me
I feel really upset at the moment. I've been married three years and have a six month old baby. I feel so confused about what i should do. I am misearable because my husband does not ever talk to me or spend time with me or have a physical relationship with me. He calls me names & is angry because i dont feel like exercising because he wants me to lose weight because im too fat (which is true). I said to him i dont call you disgusting so why do you look at me like that. He says becasue I am disgusting and he is not. He gets mad when i eat.
Im upset my husband was mad at me. My baby was screaming and he would not let me hold her. I tried to reach out to her to comfort her and he pushed me away hurting my arm. I felt defeated and went and cried.
My husband said that becasue im on depression medication if i leave he will tell the court i am menally unfit to care for my child and that i try to hit her. It is not true.
He says he loves the baby but he does not love me. Then he says he loves me and i just feel anger to him.
I feel messed up because of him. I love him but he needs to stop doing what he is doing.
I talked to his mum and she said i need to be a better wife, cook his lunch and make breakfast, have the house perfect for him when he comes home so that he is happy. She's crazy. I have a six month old baby to care for and my husband thinks i sit around all day and do nothing.
He starting nipping me and throwing clothes at me, now he's wacking me if i bother him and calling me names. He also held my baby above me head and her feet were kicking me and he said good baby kick mummy in the head.
im upset i want to go to my mums but my mother in law says i will ruin christmas and that i need to be a better wife. Im just really miserable and feel like i cant go anywhere or say anything. because my mother in law who lives with us gets angry if i tell anyone what is happening in my home