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Cursed.

I wish i knew why god chose this body for me. i blame (or acknowledge) god for a lot of other crap in my life. maybe that's not fair but isn't that why he's there. anyway, with all that other stuff i like to think god has a grip on i often wonder if maybe he has some twisted, concealed plan about why he gave me this f*****g body...or maybe its just a sick joke. i'm the girl whose whole identity and self worth thrives on acceptance and love from others and yet that's the one thing i will never have because of this damaged barrier. so that's gotta be a sick joke right? a curse. my body is my curse and one of these days i'm either going to fix it or annihilate it. 99.99% of me already knows which one will come first...
TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 22, 2010

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Please explain?What are u unhappy about?What is the big reason ?

Yeah i know...i'm trying!

Grrr...

snap out of it NP..

you always say the hardest things and make them sound so easy...