Adderal Is SatanIf you're currently about to read my post, and typed in my title than you're probably in SEVERE mental pain as well. I have battled with ADD, anxiety and depression now for 11 years. I have seen so many medications, none of which have really ever helped, but more just masked my problem then waking up the next morning feeling like hell. I currently am on Adderall, Xanax, Ambien, Effexor XR and Trazadone. As I type in all of those drug names it kills me inside to realize I am no longer a patient of these Dr's but an addicted customer. I never dreamed in a million years that this is where I would be at 27 years old. Worse off than I have ever been, and yes I have tried to get off all of them one at a time at some point. Now I am just at a point where I feel that I am drowned in drugs, and am no different than an addict on the street. I thought I could trust Doctors, hell I was 16 and did not know any better. However, out of all of those drugs the most lethal, and yes I said lethal is Adderal. It helps while you're on it, but when it wears off, you have the darkest most disturbing thoughts you could ever imagine. The pain that drug has caused my life can't even be described with words, it's ruined pretty much every relationship with every person I have ever had. For those of you reading this and are saying, "Well then why not just stop taking it?". My answer is you can't, with out it you eventually can't even get out of bed, you can't talk right, and have zero emotion for anything. Trust me I have tried to stop it, but I always end up taking it. I never thought something from the "Pharmacy" could control me so much. For those of you who are reading this, and have ADD and have been talked to about the drug Adderal, and are debating wither you should take it or not. Please I beg you to not touch it, please! You may start out on 10 MG's, but you'll end up on 60 mg's before you know it. You will have lost your soul and any love left that you had for life. Please please stay away from Adderal. If this post helps anyone stay away from Adderal then at least I have been able to save another's life, as for now mine is gone. The other drugs I am on are bad as well, and have been impossible to get off. Not one of them would I ever recommend. Just stay away from any narcotics. The pharmacies are a BILLION dollar industry for a reason, like me, once you're hooked you become a permanent customer to them just to stay away from with drawl. If you are fighting the pains of ADD, anxiety and or depression I highly recommend you see a naturalist. (that is someone who believes in curing mental problems ONLY with natural things). IE. Omega 3's, 5-HTP etc. Trust me on this please!! I hope this post saves someone out there. God bless you all!!
addictionPain 26-30, M 16 Responses 6 Aug 26, 2011