I Am Addicted To Crystal Meth
There's no right way for me to start this story; atleast not in my eyes.
My start in this world didn't start off in the best of ways but in the end I am solely responsible for my choices and my actions.
Almost a year ago i was introduced to Crystal. A friend of a friend brought me to this guys house, and i didn't leave for months and to this day this person is my whole world. A sick obbsession in itself.
That night i was introduced to the pipe, that godforsaken glass demon. This addiction has a hold of me, i'm kicking and screaming to get away, for someone to hear me, to care enough to sacrifice some of their time just to be like "hey, how are YOU".
I've gone from shooting the drug, to having small bouts of sobriety, to being inches from death, to here. I've cut back i've done hours of research. My soul is dead, numb & things that others see as physchotic, crazy and unimaginable i see as every day happenings.
Where do i go from here, even rock bottom started charging my rent, i've worn out my welcome down here & i'm ready to get back up. I'm not dreaming or hoping to be the person i used to be, but an even better and improved, level headed version of me.
God help me and anyone else fighting this battle.
xxoo
My start in this world didn't start off in the best of ways but in the end I am solely responsible for my choices and my actions.
Almost a year ago i was introduced to Crystal. A friend of a friend brought me to this guys house, and i didn't leave for months and to this day this person is my whole world. A sick obbsession in itself.
That night i was introduced to the pipe, that godforsaken glass demon. This addiction has a hold of me, i'm kicking and screaming to get away, for someone to hear me, to care enough to sacrifice some of their time just to be like "hey, how are YOU".
I've gone from shooting the drug, to having small bouts of sobriety, to being inches from death, to here. I've cut back i've done hours of research. My soul is dead, numb & things that others see as physchotic, crazy and unimaginable i see as every day happenings.
Where do i go from here, even rock bottom started charging my rent, i've worn out my welcome down here & i'm ready to get back up. I'm not dreaming or hoping to be the person i used to be, but an even better and improved, level headed version of me.
God help me and anyone else fighting this battle.
xxoo
By:
rayofsunshyn
Age:
22-25
,
Female
