Blood Flows Nicely

Okay so first of all I am a 34 year old Male and up until a year ago I only punched, but then I started cutting. Now I am addicted to cutting. I must say that I do have Bipolar. But I am totally addicted to cutting. I think about it all the time. I always carry my utility knife with me because I don't feel comfortable without it. When I cut it is usually multiple times and I am not satisfied until I feel that I have seen enough blood flow. I love to watch the crimson flow. It is so beautiful to me. The way it contrasts with the light skin color and how it just runs and runs. I feel like I am in a trance when I see it and take as many pictures as I can for later viewing. The blood is just so vibrant and exhilarating and I can't stop. I don't even care about the scars. I love them in fact and will stroke them often. I love to spill a pool of blood and then splash it and trace through it. I don't really care what others think, but I love it. Thanks for listening. Peace.
ManiacalTom ManiacalTom
31-35, M
1 Response Sep 7, 2012

I do too