Pointless

Being on the internet is just about the only thing I do with my time. Now that I've found EP, that only solidifies my affinity to it. Life without it just seems so plain but life without anything else but EP is just as mundane. You might say I lack willpower or that I lack responsibility. I don't compete to survive because I'd rather not and I don't chase my dreams because they always seem out of reach. All I think about is work - how I must find it and how much I hate it. When I work all I can think about how much time I'm losing to doing something I love and when I have a lot of free time... I go back on the internet and resent myself for spending my days like this. I don't know if I'll ever change.
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Jan 14, 2013