At A Young Age

When I first looked at **** I had stayed the night at my best friends house. I was about 16-17 years old at the time. We both being bi had decided to see what was on ppv. We sat and watched a movie. It of course had turned us both on. It was a lesbian one and she went up stairs and made love to her husband while I was downstairs. That night it was almost like I had wacthed two **** movies one that I could see and that I could only hear. After that night I had sworn that I wouldn't look at another one. It didn't work out that way though. I met my fiance and I was 18 at the time and we had moved around a lot. When I was about 20 years old we had gotten an apptarment and got a tv and dvd player. We picked up a few **** movies. We would sit and watch them and it got to the point that I felt like he was compairing me to them so we of course started fighting. I would sit in the living room and he would be in the bedroom on **** sites. We realized that it was destroying our relationship. We have had to work things out. I have gotten into worse **** than that and I have tried to get away from it but I still get to the point that I need to read. I only read **** and that's it.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 11, 2013