I Need The Feel, Scent And Taste Of *****

I sucked my first **** at age 16 after looking at magazines of men sucking each other off. My buddy JD had found some magazines in an old cupboard out in his dad's workshop. They consisted of Playboy, Penthouse, Hustler and many Danish **** mags that showed things that we had never seen before. We were at a secluded cabin up in the hills, drinking beer and smoking pot. JD and I had been flipping thru the box of mags until we had gotten so horny that we had to do something about our hardons. We were kind of joking about ******* off when we found the gay mags. We sat side by side looking at pictures of a man on his knees sucking ****. Jd said "Wish we had someone here to do that to us, don't you"? "Yeah" I replied, "But we don't so I guess we will have to do it ourselves". "What do you mean, suck each other?" he said. I told him that I meant ******* off, but that I was curious about what we were looking at. "Would you ever suck a ****?" JD asked. "I would if the other guy would never tell anyone." I said. "If you suck me I'll suck you and then niether of us will tell." he said. I got off the couch, knelt down and told him to get his **** out. JD stood, unzipped his pants and pulled his **** out for me. "I want you to drop your pants so that they are out of the way." I told him. He unbuckled his belt, popped open the button and pulled his pants open more. I reached up, took his **** in my right hand, put my left hand to his nutsack and leaned towards his ****. As my face got closer to his **** I could smell a musky scent which made my own **** harder. I opened my mouth and took the head of his **** in. The taste was of nothing that I had ever experienced, but I knew at that instant that I would be doing this again. JD's **** was identical to mine, same length, same thickness, same mushroom cap on the end. At this very moment I fell in love with the male organ. I sucked on the purple head of JD's **** for a few minutes before sliding more of him into my mouth. It seemed like only 5 or6 minutes before JD grabbed my head and started to buck his hips at me. I felt his **** enlarge just seconds before I got the first shot of *** filling my mouth. I hadn't thought of what to do with the ***, and I now had a mouthful, with more spurting in. I had tasted my own *** many times when I jerked off. I couldn't take any more of JD's *****, so I pulled my mouth off of his **** and spit it onto the floor. JD wasn't done ******* so he grabbed his **** and stroked himself off, the end result being that he shot some of his come onto my face and the front of my shirt. When he was done we just looked at each other before he sat done on the couch and I began to wipe my face with my shirttails. I had swallowed some of his ***, but most was on the floor or smeared all over my shirt. I asked, "How was it?". "Oh God, that was ******* great." he said. I got up off my knees to sit next to him. I was still hard and horny so I opened my pants and said, "Your turn now." JD looked at my **** and then looked away. "I can't do it now." he told me. "But you said you would suck me if I sucked you." I pleaded. "I know, but I can't do it now because I'm not horny anymore." he replied, not looking at me. I was so pissed off that I got up, put my **** away and left the cabin to return home. All that evening and night I thought about what I had done to JD and worried about him telling our buddies that I had sucked his ****. I had really gotten turned on by sucking his **** and knew that I would like to do it again with him and maybe some other guys. My Mom answered the phone the next day and told me JD was on. I took the call and JD asked me to meet him at the cabin so that we could talk. I went but I was both pissed at him and afraid that he had told someone that I was a **********. When I arrived at the cabin, JD was there to offer me a beer. I took the beer and looked at JD as it to say, "What?". JD said that he wanted to apologize, but that he couldn't suck me after he had ***. When he was horny he had wanted to, but after he came he had lost the desire. He then told me to sit and we would look at the magazines again. We sat and looked thru the magazines off the men sucking each other off. JD told me how good a ******* I had given him. After about an hour and a half we had drank several beers, smoked some pot and were both hard and horny. JD had me drop my pants and he then sucked my ****. When I came he spit some out and swallowed some. I then knew what he meant about not wanting to suck him as I was satisfied and not horny any more. I both sucked him and jerked him off until he shot *** all over my hands and my shirt. We then bacame suck buddies for about 5 years. I know that he sucked a few other *****, but I became addicted to **** sucking. I am now in my 50's and I still crave a hard **** in my mouth.