I Can't Stop. and I Am Alone. I Can't Stop On My Own.

I need an exit and don't know how.  It's the only thing I do day in and day out.  And can't stop.  I want to but can't.  My will is not my own.  No family or friends to support me on this one.   I am in the street.  Literally.  Playing from internet cafes with a laptop I bought before I was financially ruined.  When I am not playing I only think on how I can bring myself to die.  I don't really want to.  I want to live.  But I have no life.  I just want it to stop.  My head hurts. 

Exit Exit
36-40, M
1 Response Apr 22, 2008

I too am in financial ruin and addicted to my only escape, which is WoW. I don't know what else to do either. I've become the proverbial adult kid in parent's basement. I blame myself but WoW is definitely like a drug, providing a non-lethal escape from life's downs. I wish I could help you, unfortunately all I can do is relate. I wish the best for you.