A Hole-in-corner Life

I am sitting here tonight at my wits end, i am so afraid of losing my boyfriend. 

He has been keeping things from me and he is becoming cold even though he denies it and i cant stop being completely paranoid every-time he leaves the house of what hes doing and thinking

I don't know what's going on inside his head and i can feel things spiraling i want to die i cant stop feeling this way and he is pulling away from me

esoterika esoterika
31-35, F
6 Responses Feb 12, 2010

I'm going through the same thing. My bf just told me why hes so distant. Its not bc of another girl but personal demons. Its hard accepting these thing about someone you love but take it one day at a time. Some days I dont feel like being around him while others I do. He needs to accept he's hurt you and healing takes time. If he's truly worth it talk to him but if u know in ur mind its something you can't get over. Let it go! U have to cut all ties completely and have faith there is someone else who would give u there all.

I'm going through the same thing. My bf just told me why hes so distant. Its not bc of another girl but personal demons. Its hard accepting these thing about someone you love but take it one day at a time. Some days I dont feel like being around him while others I do. He needs to accept he's hurt you and healing takes time. If he's truly worth it talk to him but if u know in ur mind its something you can't get over. Let it go! U have to cut all ties completely and have faith there is someone else who would give u there all.

well i was right he was hiding things there was this girl he had been having an online relationship with...we still together but am trying to make myself distance from this so it doesnt hurt then i do things im not proud of to get him back im not sure just need someone to understand

Listen to your instincts, they never lie to you...<br />
Even if it hurts, you know the truth.

I agree with risheeka.. try talking to him... hopefully its just a misunderstanding or you just worrying too much..

If ur feeling is strong ,talk to him whenever u feel convenient,communication is very important in this case.Dont hesitate to express ur feelings in a gentle and soft way..........see the result.......may work!!!!!God Bless.