Time Is Running Out Fast

I really want to have at least 1 child of my own. I have had bareback sex my entire sexually active life. I got pregnant once in 2001, but miscarried due to a tubal pregnancy. According to the doctor, the only thing preventing pregnancy for me is my weight. I am doing something about that now. I am down 20 pounds since the first of the month. My partner is a MtF and will begin HRT in as little as 3 months. I still have minimal 40 pounds more to lose before pregnancy is even possible. My partner don't have a problem giving me a child, but doesn't want to prolong HRT any longer. I am at a loss. We have both put our lives on hold for other people all our lives and we are ready to move on with our own hopes and dreams. So I am worried that I won't get enough weight off in time and get pregnant before my partner starts HRT.
Bubbles48509 Bubbles48509
36-40, F
1 Response Jan 20, 2013

i hope, one day you have a baby to love, to take care and to make grow up ...

Trust me, I'm all grown up. I'm looking at 40 in a couple of years and have helped raise other peoples children all my life. I am currently helping my partner raise their 3 children. I am just ready to have my own.

i m sure. and i hope ...