I Can't Kiss My Husband
I am so frustrated, sad, confused, etc.... I'm having huge issues with intimacy and can't nail down why. I recently discovered that I am okay with having sex with my husband but not with foreplay. I don't want to do all of the kissing and heavy petting. The way I discovered this was while kissing him. I burst into tears and practically a panic attack and continued to cry for about an hour. We have had some major relationship stuff happening for just over a year and I had been suffering from lack of sex drive due to birth control and anti-depressants. I've eliminated the chemical causes but now have this intimacy thing going on. I feel like I am damaged or broken or something. We are in marriage counseling for the "issues" so I'm hoping we tackle this too. Ugh!