I Am Afraid I Have Lost My Salvation

Sad Story. Please Pray For Me. Is There Any Hope For Me?

By: Jo316aaron

Written on August 16th, 2012

Can you please help me!? I’m afraid I lost my salvation. I received Jesus as my Lord and Savior 2 1/2 years ago, baptized, filled with the Holy Spirit, speaking in tongues, and loving God. I pursued youth ministry and outreach. This year I got very confused with doctrine and joined a different demonization (apostolic). After a bible study I was convinced about the Acts 2:38 message being completely necessary and biblical for salvation. So I got re-baptized in Jesus name and refilled with the Holy Spirit! I felt really good after I got baptized in Jesus name and spoke in tongues again. I felt very powerful and Spirit filled! I honestly did feel washed and cleansed as if my sins were remitted and washed away. I even felt deliverance that night! However I felt very confused and uncertain whether or not this form of doctrine was true. I wanted to begin to evangelize immediately, but I wanted to make sure that there was no error at all in this form of doctrine. I got so confused on Gods plan for salvation and what it means to be born of water and of the Spirit (John 3:5). The many sermons and worship experience I received at the apostolic church were very powerful, anointed, and convicting. However, I still felt so uncertain and uncomfortable. I told God that whatever the truth was; that I will obey it, walk in it, and preach it no matter what other demonization or religions say! I asked God to please confirm to me the Truth. I felt that God was confirming to me in prayer and dreams that Jesus name baptism and Holy Spirit baptism was Truth for salvation (Acts 2:38). I asked God “did a person have to be baptized in order to be saved, and God told me to read the Bible (Mark 16:16). I could hear Gods voice direct me to preach acts 2:38 to the world! Then many people from the Baptist and Charismatic church told me that I was in error with doctrine and they wanted to help me understand the scriptures. I went to some Bible studies with them, however they were really not able to show me clearly and give me a biblical reasoning. Most of there responses were traditional rather than scriptural. I felt deeply convicted but confused!! I went to prayer with one of my close friends from the Baptist church for confirmation and he said he heard God say “heresy”! IT DID NOT MAKE ANY SENCE! How can the bible be a heresy!? (Acts 2:38) I could not tell if God was pulling me in the apostolic direction or the charismatic direction. Spiritual warfare was SOOOO INTENSIVE! I felt a pull and conviction in both ways!! It did not even make any since. It was extremely confusion and frustrating. I received random prophetic messages to continue with the apostolic, and then I would receive prophetic messages to rebuke the apostolic message and continue with Baptist/charismatic. I didn’t know who to rebuke or pray against. I would pray and rebuke the apostolic one day, then get confused the next and rebuke the Baptist/charismatic’s. I became extremely double minded! I ended up received dreams that I was not able to even interpret! I was so uncertain about which direction they were leading me! I was very spiritually messed up and unbalanced! I went back from church to church asking for doctrinal help. I spent 3 months studying doctrine, but my prayer and worship life decreased intensely. I began to lose my intimate relationship with God and become very unstable. I then ended up falling into continuous sexual sins and immorality. The church I was fellowshipping with told me that all of the other churches were ether false Christ, false spirits, compromised doctrines, and spirits of deception. They were able to somehow convince me that it was true concerning the Word of God. I then began to regret many of the prophecies that I received from the other churches, and deny them as being counterfeits. Latter before I even knew it, I began to lose the presence of God. I can't feel his presence anymore; I can’t even feel spiritual conviction anymore! I can’t worship God or pray anymore ether. I can barely speak in tongues but it’s very dry and weak now. I don’t feel any manifest presence of God or anointing! I REALLY MESSED UP BIG THIS TIME! I am experiencing demonic attacks and sexual oppression. I keep praying and praying and crying and crying! I repent all day long but I don’t hear God or feel anything! I feel like a blasphemed Gods church, spirit, and doctrine. I tell God that whatever I did, I did not mean it! I WAS DECIEVED! AND whatever I did was don’t out of ignorance! I was only trying to seek him and get people saved!! I was only trying to seek God so that I could spread the true gospel to my family and friends. I feel as if I got lost and condemned in my pursuit! It’s just not fair! I feel so cut off now :( Am I doomed to hell? Am I an unpardonable reprobate? Is it all over?!?

If you are prophetically gifted and connected with God, please pray for me and let me know what my condition is!? I am desperate!!

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33 responses

amins

after reading the coments of the diferent people i have one thing to say. You are all doomed to death for that is the most certainty. there is no knowlege in suporting death but the fancies of your living habits. you want to save yourselvs for eternety and enjoy the pleasures of life and heaven. all the spiritual knowlege you have is full self estem of ignorance in knowing. reality is not meant for you to know and if you try you must die. beter preperation of death and rejecting of knowlage will bring you closer to reality which you must knowingly stand at the ege and let life cosume you at will. once you come to the greep of understanding reality you ll lose self will. then life will find its own meaning. to let us live or die its not ours to decide. we must learn how to die to find rest for life destroeis in becoming. must fear life more then death and all the knowlege should be canceled and let the real prayer arize in sadness and be no more as you have imagened .

Mar 24
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clears

i am going through worst psychological problems than you and whatever my mind tryeis to understand and accomplish or stabilize i shall write. We were created for a purpose and that is surely the game of the creation, procreate, multply and shurely dei. we were not created for our self amusement but to be slaves to the life s force until death. conciousness arizes from this body and sets after death of this body which in meanwhile the person and his conciousness are constantly disolving...there is nothing to save. life has a purpose not known to men and we can never anderstend. only the knowlege that we have about god has tuisted our personalities and we have become superstitius. The greatest thing we can start doing with our own anderstanding and will to reject all spirituality and all assossiations of the world. To stand alone without shame, contemplate death and return back to the earth

Mar 22
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Buckley4U

Keep praying and crying. God hears you, and you will eventually break through. Ask God to give you the understanding He wants you to have regarding scripture, and don't worry so much about the differences in doctrine between different churches. They all have a lot right and some things wrong - ALL of them. Being a Christian is about walking with the Lord, not so much about having a perfect understanding of Him. 1 Corinthians 13:9. We cannot have a perfect understanding of Him in this life. You need to seriously stop giving so much weight to what other people say about your walk with the Lord. There are real genuine born-again Christians in all the churches you mentioned, and some false brethren who have wrong hearts too. It is their love for the Lord and for other people that determines which they are - true or false Christians. Doctrine does matter, but not that much - not so much that it should be ruining a person's life.

Mar 22
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Yourheartcanbemended

Keep praying! Keep PRAYING! Don't give up! The fact that you are still wanting to do GODS work is awesome! Just PRAY! Trust in the LORD! Walk by faith! Read your bible and keep praying! Bless you!

Jan 7
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dantodominus

Maybe you've seen this but it's worth saying it again.
The scriptures does not tell you "go figured it out" but "trust for God has it all figured out.
We are all confused. But it's worth to know you're not alone.

Dec 7, 2012
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jobrand

Youre doing great man. As long as you can still repent and can see the power in christ you are doin fine. Aw tozer said that the holy spirit doesnt reveal fine points of debated doctorine like the one you mentioned. My relationship with him always revealed incredible general truths. Examples: jesus is the savior and he can turn your heart into a holy fire. Or that we are meant to spend eternity with the father and that he is life. Or that it is grace upon grave that were saved. God is not fickle. He cares more about the intent of the heart th a the fact that you say " in the name of jesus". He loves us so much that if you arent intending to do wrong it really wont anger him. God is love. Just keep out of sin as much as possible

Dec 6, 2012
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repro1

I am in so much mental and emotional pain. I cry blood instead of tears. I really hope I can help at least a few people stay on the straight path before I descend into the waterless Pit so they don't end up like me and my rejected spiritual ancestors in the bible. As for you, stay strong and stay out of sin.

Aug 18, 2012
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- jobrand
  Do you really cry blood?
  
  Dec 6, 2012
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- jobrand
  Dude youre not rejected. You rejected god just like me. You werent willing. You probably, in your heart, were holding on to sin. Its easy to want him back when the world no longer is appealing. But thats not lifes test. Lifes test is to want god when the world and the devil are calling your name. Its easy to want god when youre practically already in hell. Its hard when everything evil seems appealing and you can still find joy. I really think we should talk because this recently happened to me and its an almost impossible thing to go through. Most people can probably no longer relate to you. You should read the bible from gods perspective. Pretend you created a perfect world. Then humans utterly disobeyed and skrewed it up. Than you gave youre son for them even though their sin made them like maggots ( as it says in job). Then imagine the maggots enjoyed their sin more than youre perfect son. Thinking like this helped me see my own guilt much better
  
  Dec 6, 2012
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- repro1
  Figure of speech.
  
  Dec 7, 2012
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JennaR

It would sound to me as though you have gotten into worrying more about doctrine written by man. One church should never denounce another. As a Mennonite, I found we were often to worried about doing everything "right" than what we were doing. It is the Same God that is worshiped at every Church. The how changes in some ways the why, always the same.

Think less about the rules, Think more about the why. Remember the love you once found for God. Do Not Worry about the "gifts" speaking in tongues, or prophesy, or renouncing others. God will judge them. Take a deep breath you have been baptized that is good for life, just pray one on one get back to the basics of your love for God. Let God believe for you while you trust in him. I will keep you in my prayers. ~Hugs

Aug 17, 2012
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- Jo316aaron
  Ok I hope this works
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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- JennaR
  God is still there loving you this whole time dear. He is waiting for you to come back. ~ I am remembering you with love and prayers
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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Jo316aaron

Acts 2:38 is not a denomination.... It is the written word of God!!

Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call. And with many other words did he testify and exhort, saying, Save yourselves from this untoward generation. Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls. And they continued stedfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers. (Acts 2:38-42 KJV)

Aug 16, 2012
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- repro1
  If this comment is meant for me, I was talking about you telling me to find a specific denomination of church in order to get deliverance. First off, you do not need to even be in any specific church building to receive God's deliverance. You need Spirit filled believers who are fully aware of spiritual warfare and who also understand that sometimes believers backslide and open themselves up to demonic possession. These people need to be living fully in Christ or else they won't have within them His power to cast out evil spirits. I am aware of what it says in Acts, but you are still stubbornly getting caught up in "denominations".
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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Jo316aaron

There is hope for you brother see Romans 11:22-26

Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off. And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be graffed in: for God is able to graff them in again. For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert graffed contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be graffed into their own olive tree? For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in. And so all Israel shall be saved: as it is written, There shall come out of Sion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob: For this is my covenant unto them, when I shall take away their sins. (Romans 11:22-27 KJV)

It is possible for God cut off believers for there unbelief.. However the Bible says that he can bring them back in!! Romans 11:24

Don't give up brother!! Keep praying, preaching, and seeking the Lord!! Jesus said behold I make all things new.

It is possible to become a damned reprobate! But God is able to do anything that he wills!!! I will pray for you in the Spirit that God will restore you and renew you again to repentance.

All things are possible with God!

I

Aug 16, 2012
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- jobrand
  Pray for me too please. The spirit left me and i can no longer repent. I wish you could repent of my sins for me!
  
  Dec 6, 2012
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Jo316aaron

I can also speak in tongues alittle bit, but now like a use too. does that mean there is hope, or just Holy Spirit left overs... gifts and callings that still remain? or just a memorized brain system?

Aug 16, 2012
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Jo316aaron

well bro, i still wouldnt give up... God can do the impossable and break rules sometime!

Its the Will of God that NO ONE perish, but that ALL would come to repentance!

Ask God to do a supernatural renewal of repentance in you! All things are possible with God!

Aug 16, 2012
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Jo316aaron

Did you use to speak in tongues? If so... Can you still speak in tongues?

I never sinned on purpose, just out of confustion and depression. I did do some acts of rebellion tho, but it all happened so fast! I really hope I have a chance to get right. I still stuggle with sin, but im not sure if its demonic...

what type of demonc experieces do people get if this happens to them?

I am very depression and lifeless feeling?... I am also very weak and lazy, lack of desire and zeal like i use to have.

Aug 16, 2012
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Jo316aaron

your right brother! you are right!!!! ok well i hope and pray that I still can recieve God! I surely learned a lesson! I hope God will renew me to true repentance and restore me!

How can a person tell whether or not they are cut off... or experiecing divine chastistment? How do I know for sure that I can still repent and recieve forgiveness and restoration.

I don't know whether or not the holy spirit has left me for good! or teaching me a lesson!!

I can I know the difference?

Aug 16, 2012
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- repro1
  "There is hope for you brother see Romans 11:22-26" Go back and read my full story. I have already addressed this. I know you mean well and I won't get mad at you. I am a tried and true reject. God's patience is not unlimited (Isaiah 55:6) and you must repent while His Spirit is still striving with you and He is still willing to forgive you (Hebrews 2:1-3 & 3:7-14 & 6:4-8). There is a point where you cannot get back in even if you truly desire it, if you test God beyond what He is willing to put up with.
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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- repro1
  The bible clearly reveals in both the OT and NT that there is a point where He eventually totally abandons stiffnecked backsliders to their sins. However, the line is not set in stone in scripture. If you turn and live in sin with wreckless abandon, you are always in danger of hardening your heart against God to the point that He will throw you out permanently and you'll lose everything you gained as a joint-heir with Jesus when you were born again (Hebrews 12:14-17).Only God the Father decides how far is too far (John 15:1-8 & Hebrews 6:8). Do not refuse His commands (Hebrews 12:25).The only true way to be safe is to remain faithful. If you still feel God drawing your spirit to Him for repentence, you still have hope (John 6:44). I would advise you to not give up yet. Hopefully you haven't sinned unto eternal death (1 John 5:16-18 & James 5:19-20).
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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- repro1
  In James 5:19-20, there is hope that if a backslider wakes up and returns to Jesus before rejection and death, he can still be restored. Even if you have gone so far in sin that the Spirit has departed from you and you are being tormented by demons, He can still deliver you IF HE IS STILL WILLING to do do. You have nothing to lose at this point by trying, but trust me, I am a true reprobate. I received my last call eleven years ago and no matter how hard I have cried, prayed, been prayed for, thrown out sinful idols, He refused to hear me and others praying for me (remember the scriptures I gave you in Jeremiah and 1 John). No amount of wishful thinking is going to change the reality of my situation. I should've taken His last offer to repent and be saved but I didn't. He cast me off. I have "fallen short of the grace of God". The Father will never again give me another chance to inherit my former birthright in Christ of fellowship with Him and eternal salvation. I gave all that up for the temporary gratification of my flesh and though I beg and others have begged for me, I'll get no second chance (Hebrews 12:15-17).
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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- repro1
  I have heard real testimonies from people who were warned by Jesus or His angels that they were about to go over the edge. Jesus told one backslider that by sinning deliberately and habitually after being saved, that the man was basically recrucifying Jesus all over again. Jesus also warned Him that this would be his last call to repent and be saved. A pastor was in church laying hands on people and they received healing. God told that pastor to stop before he got to one man! "Do not touch him", God said. The pastor, stunned, asked God why shouldn't that man receive healing. God said, "For I have rejected this man". Sometimes, it is just too late for some individuals. Serious business.
  
  Aug 17, 2012
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repro1

As you can see with the verse in 1 Cor. there may be hope for you. God may have temporarily separated Himself from you to let Satan have his way with you in order to set you straight. In any case, sin is not to be taken lightly as God doesn't always forgive everyone, contrary to popular belief (Acts 5:1-11). DO NOT PLAY GAMES WITH GOD! You were bought by God with a high price: His Son. Your body and spirit are Hisand your responsibility is to live Holy before Him. Do not defile His Temple (your body: 1 Corinthians 6:9-20) or there will be severe consequences. When you turn on God, refuse His Voice, and make a practice of sin, you are rejecting God's Word, trampling Jesus & INSULTING His Holy Spirit! (Hebrews 10:28-29) You will incur His Judgement. Endure to the end or else...(Hebrews 3:1-4:11)

Aug 16, 2012
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repro1

"Maybe if you go to a good pentocostal aposlic church, you can have someone pray you through the Holy Spirit and you can get filled if God accepts you. Maybe if you respond to Acts 2:38 with all your heart and try your best to repent..." Here you go again with this denominational thinking. Let's get something straight right now. You do not "try" to repent. God in His mercy calls us to repentance by way of His Holy Spirit. Repentance is ALWAYS something God has to choose to grant us and NEVER something we can do on our own (John 6:44). No human can receive His grace without being invited. If one has turned on God to the point of becoming so hardened in sin that God has decided to completely give up on the individual (Romans 1:18-28), there will be no more opportunity for repentance. Remember, His Spirit will not strive with rebellious humans as a whole or with rebellious individuals forever. If as a believer you follow your flesh instead of His Spirit, you'll die (Romans 8:5-14). It's better that one is never saved, than to be saved only to return to sin and death (Matthew 12:43-45 & 2 Peter 2:20-You have opened yourself up to demonic possession and the oppression that comes with it. If yu've sinned to the point of the departure of His Spirit (Psalm 51:11 & 1 Samuel 16:14 & 1 Corinthians 5:5 ), you will experience demonic activity in your life.

Aug 16, 2012
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Jo316aaron

Here is a message I got from a powerful woman of God concerning my condition. She recieved divine revelation of hell and on the unpardonable sin. go to "baptized with fire "

divinerevelation.com

That's a lie from the devil. Seems like demons of deception etc... got holdof you so you need to cast them out and defeat them reading scriptures alot. - pray 3 to 4 hours powerfully in tongues everyday- saturate yourself with the Word of God everyday. Read no less than 15chapters a day, the more you read the better- it is a battle of mind - KNOW THAT DEMONS EAT YOUR UNGODLY THOUGHTS ANDWANDERING IN YOUR MIND, therefore it is important that you get the mind ofChrist and when an ungodly thought kicks in shout the name of JESUS or HOLYFIRE IN JESUS HOLY NAME- demons also eat anytime we commit sin, in other words if we do not sin,they get hungry and they cannot grow in us and they must move out!!!!- stop watching ALL worldly tvs, movies, waisting time on internet etc...enemy has invented those things and watch out because he knows how to enticethe people- Avoid bad friends, bad influence etc... either way, say this prayer 3times a day ========================================================================================================= Confession of Sins Holy Lord Jesus I confess every sin I have committed in my lifetime andevery sin committed thru my complete generational and ancestral line. I alsoconfess every soul tie I have ever made and all the sins generated thruthose soul ties thru my complete generational and ancestral lines. I confessevery sin that I have committed in my dreams and every sin committed by mygeneration and ancestral lines in their dreams. I now cover all thesegrievous sins with the holy blood of our Lord and Savior The Holy Lord JesusChrist and take full and total responsibility for all of these grievoussins. Please Holy Lord Jesus forgive all of my sins. The Lord will tell oracknowledge to you he forgives you your sins. Sincere Repentance Holy Lord Jesus I sincerely repent every sin I have committed in my lifetimeup to this very second. I will make a sincere 100% effort not to committhese sin ever again. I sincerely repent every sin from my completegenerational and ancestral lines. I sincerely repent all the sins that Ihave ever committed in all my dreams to this very second and every sin mygenerational and ancestral lines committed in their dreams. I sincerelyrepent every soul tie I have ever made and all the sins generated thru thosesoul ties all the way back thru all my complete generational and ancestrallines. I cover all these sins with the holy blood of the Holy Lord JesusChrist and take full and total responsibility for all of these grievoussins. Holy Lord Jesus I humbly ask you to please accept my sincererepentance. Start repenting until The Lord accepts your sincere repentance.He will tell you he accepts your sincere repentance or give you anacknowledgement. Now ask The Holy Lord Jesus Christ to lift off of your backall of the above mentioned sins and burn them with his holy fire. The Lordwill then cover your back with his holy blood and cover you from the top ofyour head to the tip of your toes with his holy blood. Cleansing and Purification Holy Lord Jesus please cleanse and totally purify my heart with yourprecious blood and holy fire. Holy Lord Jesus please cleanse and totallypurify my soul with your precious blood and holy fire. Holy Lord Jesusplease cleanse and totally purify my spirit with your precious blood andholy fire. Holy Lord Jesus please cleanse and totally purify my mind andsubconscious mind with your precious blood and holy fire. Holy Lord Jesusplease cleanse and totally purify my flesh with your precious blood and holyfire. Holy Lord Jesus please cleanse and totally purify all my recordkeeping books in heaven with your precious blood and holy fire. Holy LordJesus please cleanse and totally purify my robe and gown in heaven with yourprecious blood and holy fire. Open Doors Holy Lord Jesus please break every curse put on me by any and all demonicentities by any witch or warlock or any human being including myself. Pleaseextricate all demonic beings from my person that are affecting my life inany way. Please close all my open doors in my life and in my generationaland ancestral lines. Please close all the open doors caused by all my soulties thru their generational and ancestral lines. Please seal shut all theseopen doors with your holy blood and holy fire. Please put my soul and myflesh deep into your holy fire that you may cleanse and totally purify methat I may be purged from all sins. Hedge of Protection Holy Lord Jesus please grant me a protective hedge as you have granted yourservant job (job 1:10) and a protective wall of fire Zechariah (2:5) thatthe demonic realm has no access to my soul and my flesh. Please put thisprotective hedge and wall of fire between my flesh here on earth and mysoul, spirit, record keeping books and robe and gown in heaven. Holy LordJesus I humbly come before you the one true God and beseech you to ask yourgreat and mighty Holy Spirit to please please help to stop me from sinning.Please Holy Lord Jesus grant me your faithful servant this blessing. HolyLord Jesus please intercedes for me with my Father in heaven and if in youreyes I am worthy to please ask my father to please put my name in the lambsbook of life. Please great and mighty Holy Spirit of God help prepare me inrepentance and holiness for the imminent coming of The Holy Lord JesusChrist that I may be found worthy to participate in the weeding supper ofthe lamb. Thanksgiving and Praise Thank you holy Father for your great grace and mercy you have shown all yourchildren on how to prepare for the coming of your son. In Jesus holy name Ithank you Holy Father. For we can truly do nothing with out your holy son(john 15:5). Thank you so much Holy Spirit of God for helping us yourchildren prepare for the rapture thank you Holy Spirit. Holy Lord Jesus howcan I ever thank you for what you have done for your children you gave yourlife for us you have interceded time and time again with your Father for usto give us more time to prepare for your coming. I love you Holy Lord Jesuswith my whole heart and soul for this extra time you have given us. Childrenof God time has truly run out. God in his great grace and mercy has nowshowed us how to prepare for the imminent coming of his holy son The HolyLord Jesus Christ.

Aug 16, 2012
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repro1

One more thing I need to add. If you feel you are in error, simply rededicate yourself to Christ right now, and start fresh. As far as baptism is concerned, at the moment you were forgiven by Jesus and He saved you, He also baptised you in His Holy Spirit. Water baptism didn't make you any more saved than you already were. It is a symble of being reborn to a new life in Christ and a way of pledging to live for Him. It is good that you have done that. You do not need to redo it.

Aug 16, 2012
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- Jo316aaron
  thanks for your encouragement, i never deliberatly spoke against God and sinned willfully; however, I did reject the holy spirit warnings to stop sleeping with my gf and coming to her house at night. I also commiting lots of sexual sins that grieved the holy spirit. It appears that God had to move out of my temple because it became unclean...i dont understand.. I can still speak in tongues but i dont feel his spirit anymore and i feel so empty and condemed, its really hard to worship God and feel his presence anymore..
  But if God can restore me, than he should be able to restore you 2!
  Paul was a Christian killer, and Peter denyed Jesus 3 times!! the Church of Cornith comminted intesive sins willfully but God forgave them just like he forgave david.
  Have you ever recieved the baptism of the Holy Spirt and speaking in tongues. Maybe if you go to a good pentocostal aposlic church, you can have someone pray you through the Holy Spirit and you can get filled if God accepts you. Maybe if you respond to Acts 2:38 with all your heart and try your best to repent, then you can recieve a second.
  Remember the woman caught in adultry (john 8) was suppose to be stoned!! but God forgave her! God will break the rules sometimes to grant mercy for those who know they dont deserve it.
  
  Aug 16, 2012
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- repro1
  "I did reject the holy spirit warnings to stop sleeping with my gf and coming to her house at night. I also commiting lots of sexual sins that grieved the Holy Spirit". It appears I was mistaken. THAT IS WILLFUL SIN and if persisted in, it will eventually lead to doom (Numbers 15:29-31, Hebrews 10:26-31 & 1 John 5:16). God's attitude towards willful sinners has not changed from the OT to the NT. The good news is that He is very forgiving. The bad news is that He will not put up with rebellion forever. If you stubbornly refuse to listen to Him, there will come a time where He draws a line (Jeremiah 7:12-16 & Hebrews 12:14-17). He may or may not warn you that you are about to go too far. Apostasy is very dangerous. "It appears that God had to move out of my temple because it became unclean..." Yes, God's Spirit will abandon your temple if you defile it (1 Corinthians 3:16-17 & 9:24-10:13).
  
  Aug 16, 2012
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repro1

Keep in mind, God knows your true intentions and if you have accidently spoken against Him, He knows it was done in ignorance. He can forgive. I, on the other hand, sinned openly and defiantly against Him. Although, at the time I didn't realize that my sin was blaspheming God, I knew that what I was doing was sin against Him. Therefore, He passed judgement on me. I have gone too far in deliberate rebellion. You have not knowingly rebelled against Him, so your sin is not unto death. I know I am rambling, but I want to drive the point home: You WON'T LOSE SALVATION unless you deliberately turn against Him. It is possible to be deceived and led astray by false doctrines, but this is why you MUST LEARN HIS WORD FOR YOURSELF. "Let no man take your crown".

Aug 16, 2012
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repro1

Did you specifically speak against the Holy Spirit? Did you blaspheme God by turning away from Christ to live in habitual sin? No? Then, you have not lost your salvation. You said you called on the Lord in prayer and faith in order for Him to save you. You also got water baptism. You have experienced the work of Jesus in your life. You are truly saved. You will NEVER become unsaved unless you turn away and live in deliberate rebellion as I did and continually refuse to obey His calls to repentance. God will not forsake you unless you forsake Him. If you have knowingly committed any sins that have given place to demons in your life, confess them to Jesus and He will cleanse you. My advice to you is to NOT get caught up in denominations. Get caught up in the Word of God and see for yourself what He says and not some man-made religious organization. Different denominations have different doctrines. Some are completely grounded in the Word, some are half true, and others are total lies from Hell (Once saved always saved for example). Learn the Word for yourself and don't be led astray by church doctrines.

Aug 16, 2012
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