Not Meant to Be, I Guess
I though I had found someone who loved me twice in my life, but I was wrong both times. The first time I though that I had found someone who loved me was when I was 18. We talked on the phone constantly and saw each other when ever we could, but..... the guy left me the day after we slept together, which, by the way was my first time.
The second time I thought I had found someone was my ex-husband. But it turned out that all he was looking for was someone to be a second mother to him, and for a while,I was okay with that, but when I started to stand up for myself, he didn't like it and when I started to refuse sex...well, he hated that even more.
I just don't think finding someone to love me is in the hand that I was dealt....I keep getting the jokers and I'm all out of draws.