I'm So Sick Of Waiting

I'm turning 30 in 2 months time, and am so tired of waiting to meet someone. I fell in love at 18, and we eneded up together for 6 years afterwards (all through my college days). Then one day he arrived at my house out of the blue and told me he had met someone else - just like that - no explanation - and disappeared out of my life. That was back in 2005, and I literally have not met anyone since then! Ok fair enough for the first year I couldn't bear the thought of being with anyone else, and had no interest in meeting someone. For the 2nd year, I enjoyed being single and had some fun. But after that I tried to meet someone new... and 5 years later it still hasn't happened. I'm getting so fed up, and tired and lonely that sometimes I don't even think I can go on. All my friends and workmates are getting married (I have 4 to go to next year - alone) and it's just so hard to keep smiling and being happy for them, one after another, while wondering if I will ever be the one people can be happy for.
mellywelly123 mellywelly123
3 Responses Sep 12, 2010

Good God!! it is like I am reading my own love story!! I got the same feeling like you.. I just think love was not made for me.. sometimes I feel like noone loves me!! I wish I could meet someone very special and lovely!!

I'm so sorry to hear that, I can imagine what you feel, but not exactly how you experience it. I know talk like: "you will find someone someday" and "the right guy is just around the corner" suck at a time like this and they mean nothing. We can only hope, that somewhere in this world, there is a guy for us. Someone who will live us for who we are... I really hope you do get to find that someone, and don't give up hope. My best friend is 23 and never had a relationship, never even had her first kiss, she too is thinking about how she has to spend her life alone. But I just know that one day she's gonna be happy, perhaps even more happy than me with her special guy...<br />
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You hang in there!

well honeyu might just find some one some like me i know how u feel write back