Except My Kids and Parents
I know they love me but I want a man. I bounced around between boyfriends who were sorta cool when I was younger. I have been with my husband since I was 18. He doesn't love me. It is more like I am his mom when we are not arguing. I don't want a big overgrown kid.
My parents are not divorced. They love each other. They are each other's soul mates. They like to be around each other. They are so similar in their thoughts it is scary. I always thought I would have that. I am getting nothing but older and more alone. It seems the older I get the more my chances of having a best friend and a lover diminish. Depressing.