Trapped In Loneliness And Need To Be Loved And Adored.

I am a 52 year old female here in Florida. Married 30 years, 3 wonderful children, just one still home. I am married to an alcoholic and if you are familiar with this experience you know that you can never depend upon what the next day brings. Found the love of my life, or so I thought, a while ago on here. Even met in person. We were head over heals in love. His guilt got the best of him and I was left again lonely and needy. This man treated me like I was a queen. We exchanged pictures and life stories and very quickly fell in love. He was my best friend and had a wonderful soul. I need to find this again...sooooo much. I am in Florida and can't go on dating sites in that I am not divorced and can't post pictures. Due to current family situations I am unable to obtain a divorce. Outsiders would look and think we are just this happy, contented family. Oh if you only knew. Perhaps you are out there and would like to start a friendship. Would love to chat with you.
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3 Responses Feb 22, 2012

I understand some of what you are going through. I have been divorced about 4 years after being with him for 30, married 22 of it. It can be done, but extra marital relationships don't help. Best of luck in finding a way to be happy.

Been there... I really do feel your pain as the saying goes. Unfortunately if there is anything to be done about this ...its totally up to you. To exist in such sad situations is not living ... I got out of mine, I packed up and left, didnt look back and am so happy now. I found peace. Wanta chat more? let me hear from you...we can swap horror Really, if you need a friend that truly understands... say hi. see ya, Trace

I am truly sorry you have to go through this, i know what its like to live with an alcoholic, my father is one. But staying with his doesnt really seen fair to either of you...