Its a series of events, all ending the same. Met a boy right out if high school. He promised to love me forever, marry me. He left two months into the pregnancy. After my daughters one year birthday I met my now ex husband. Two years into our marriage, a year after the birth of my son my husband announced he was gay. Been divorced for seven years. Met someone online. Now I'm pregnant and surprise he's gone. I just want to be loved, appreciated, wanted. I want to have a family and a life long companion. I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep. I feel like giving up.