I Dont Believe Anymore

im only 22 and i lost everything inside of me that trusted i would find my true love.somebody who would love me.i didnt have a recent brake up.its just that i used to think i could feel him deep within me and now i no longer believe. i have went on to have 2 little boys and im past the fear of being alone. im past meeting new people and trying to love someone and see if they really love me. i have a male partner who is the father of my son but i dont believe we will ever be anything more than we are.love has nothing to do with looks so anybody out there that thinks bad about their looks. dont worry even people who are thought to be beautiful dont find love.