Sometimes I Wonder..just Wonder.. Is It God Testing Me ?

 Hello,

Friends and all the loved ones say this is just a bad phase and it will pass.. "There is someone special waiting for you","you are special and it has to be someone special" ........... that is all supposed to help and it really does help because it just lets you know that there are still people who want you to be happy, even if they dont 100% mean what they say but at least they are there for you at that time when you just need to talk..

Just a blizzard of thoughts passed my mind sitting at a coffee shop all alone (as usual) that isn't it always a case where the thing you really desperately want is the hardest to get.. be it your dream job or lets say buying a new house or even as frail as not getting to download your favourite song.. is that also a rule which is applied while we search for true love?

As is the case that the sun has to go down at night otherwise how will the people know what sunshine is.. i believe god has designed this process wherein we all at some stage feel lonely,frustrated, depressed etc etc. in this quest of finding the "one" but then there comes a time when we do find him/her and that becomes the reason for living.

Just remembering in my past i used to be a drug addict , chain smoker and one day i just quit everything.. i dont regret quitting because i realized one very important fact.. not getting something that you want also gives you a high and thats what the beauty of life is..

So let us all enjoy and explore this phase of life while we are alone.. who knows whats gonna happen tomorrow....