My "Hole"...

I guess when I say "hole" I mean someone who I can get extremely close to, not necessarily physically, but emotionally. A few months ago, before the end of my senior year of high school, I met this girl. At first, I just shook it off and told myself that it would be like my other relationships with girls: not very deep at all, actually a little vague, 100% of the time. (on a seperate note, I have alot more guy-friends than girl-friends.) Another reason I didn't think that I'd get very close to her was that she is a lesbian. Anyways, fast-forward to the now, and we've become very good friends. We're not in a romantic relationship or anything, but I thought once that it might've been possible because she revealed to me that she was confused about her sexuality because of me...now all I feel is that I should stop trying because I might change who she is while at the same time, all I want from life at this point is to be with someone and for that relationship to be meaningfull. I also feel very immature, though, because I can't control my feelings and I'm not even 18. So, anyways...
pec2theoutside pec2theoutside
18-21, M
Aug 13, 2007