I'm Tired of Watching Everybody Else Live Their Lives
I feel so depresssed right now. It seems like everyone around me is living their dream. I was just watching t.v, earlier, America's next top model, and I just got so depressed (once again). It seems like everyone has friends, everyone is succeding in what they want to do with their lives. I like to be a writer but very single writing contest I've entered, I've lost. I like to be swimming/dancing, a filmmaker, an actress, and have a band or at least attempt those things but I don't have the means. I don't have any money, any friends, so I can't take a classs for writing, or go to a film camp to network. I just feel so stuck. Everyone is wining sports games, or getting accepted to great colleges, or winning contests, and I have nothing. I so badly want to get out of this rut but I don't have the means to! All I do is stay home all day, everyday sinking further and further into this depression watching everybody else live their lives.