I only have a handful of friends that are actually around physically and I hardly see them because they are busy. My parents are interstate, my other relatives only see me in emergencies. I spend most of my day online, because that's where I am given support. I wish the built environment was better so I could mingle more with my wheelchair.
I'm scared that the day will come where my government funded personal care will be cut and I'll be singing to my cat. I was raised an only child and smothered with love, didn't have many friends then because my parents were afraid people would break my heart...
I'm trying to get over my fear, but can't seem to.
If you love me, please try your hardest not to leave me unless I hurt you or you die...please. I'm Ok by myself, but I'm not a full person.