this is a fear that stops me from letting people know me entirely, i also dont let myself trust anyone entirely either. unlike some people i know why i am this way, my father commited suicide weeks before my birthday. i didnt see it coming and it changed my life, i dint even feel like i am the same person anymore and i am afraid to let people in because i think they will freak out and leave.

juans juans
22-25, M
1 Response Feb 22, 2010

I'm so sorry.