It Might Just Happen One Day

paranoid about it actually. It so bad that whenever my boyfriend leaves while im alseep even to just go to the bathroom i wake up and panic cause im not sure how long hes been gone for or where he is. He usually come back to bed and I feel stupid for feeling so anxious about him being gone for 30 seconds.

Im not sure what happened to trigger it but I know it has something to do with my dad. I think its because he use to leave so early in the morning and id wake up and he wouldnt be there. I always, through out my entire child hood up until I was around 13, had this fear that he was going to just up and die on me or leave.

I also tend to ruin relationships because im so afraid they will leave me for someone else.

I seem to have paranoias about things that COULD happen never things that have happened.

YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
26-30, F
Mar 6, 2010