Mixed Emotions About Meeting New People
So it's been a while since my last post, I've been battling depression and loneliness from a break up that was pretty painful atleast for me it was. I've been taking peoples advice from here and am trying to get out more and more, I've meet some pretty cool people since then. But last night I met and hung out with a girl that I think I like. Rather than being excited I find myself really angry, and depressed. I catch myself thinking that I deserve to be alone and that I deserve to be miserable. I know it's not a self esteem issue because I know I'm a good looking guy and that any girl would be lucky to have me (not to brag). My friends think that maybe I'm still protecting myself and protecting her from me...? If that makes any sense? Has anyone felt like this? Does anyone have any advice?