Loneliness In My Head?is it weird that loneliness is the one thing i run away from and the ONLY thing that seems to catch up with me?
i don't know why, but looking back in time i can never picture myself being anything else than lonely. I mean sure I've had some friends, but they all seem to let me down. i can seem to be able to trust anyone, not even my own family. i try hard to be this really pure hearted girl that helps everyone and everyone loves, witch i've gotten used to be. and i can't help but feel that everyone is using me. i don't thing there is anything wrong with my attitude. i mean i keep changing to the better but nothing seems to be enough. Those this means that i am doomed to be lonely for the rest of my life? is there anyone out there that can relate and make me feel like i am not alone in this one? could it be that my loneliness is in my head? and i could go on and on with questions that i know that no one has and answer anyways.