Yet im only 14, besides the fact that im alone in the house whenever everyone is gone out. Like i would love if i had a boyfriend or something that would come over and confert me, be there everyday. Boys basically want sex, but noone my age is mature and older men like 17 or whatever like skinny people with horrible personalities the way i see it. Till im dead in the ground no one will still date me. Im afraid no one will ever love me.