Its Complicated ...

you see im sort of getting over this but it'll most likely always be there. i feel like i've been abandonded a lot. like my childhood was really lonely i had no one around to play with, an everytime someone did come they wound up lieaving it would hurt me every time. i mean my parents and family are around but they dont understand and i still feel like im alone. plus i was tormented in middle school and felt alone then too. i know that my close friends won't and that my lover wont. but there is still this small fear inside of me and i have to bbe reassured like once amonth or i get in a weird depressed mood.

Hazuki Hazuki
18-21, F
Feb 26, 2009