Ever since my ex-fiance and I broke up I have been afraid of being single forever. My ex was the first girl that I ever said "I love you" to. She was my first love. I guess I just feel like I do not know how to start something over with someone else. Any confidence that I used to have is missing in action. Hopefully I will find a great girl to share my life with one day. Right now I am afraid it is doubtful.