I Am Afraid Of Cancer
I've had so many bad pap smears--- and that combined with losing my brother, father, aunt, and grandmother to cancer has me on the edge. I manage my fear well by eating right (stopped eating meat), exercising regularly, keeping my stress levels down, having fun (woohoo), and making sure I keep up with my annual checkups. But when the pap results are not good and I need a biopsy---I’m a crybaby, I can’t focus at work, my kids drive me crazy-----all of which stresses me out. And to go along with that bad pap, I have lower-lower back pain. I hate this feeling….