Its been a hard struggle since I was first diagnosed with the AIDS virus. Friends desert you and even a simple body rash can make life even lonlier. I realise I probably haven't got much time left but would at least like a dignified ending to life. This is why I have come on here because people don't judge someone else on a computer. My hero is Mark Fowler who had AIDS on Eastenders as he tried to lead a normal life even with the virus. He is an inspiration to me in times of hardship.